When
we listen deeply to this parable of the lost sheep
we are swept up into a decision about the depths of
life’s
meaning and our own patterns of living. We, as human beings,
are not “hard-wired” to grasp who God is.
God is utterly unknowable and lies well beyond any available
categories in our minds to explain. All major religions
agree on this point.
And
yet, in the Christian faith, God can be known in human
terms because God came into this world as a human -
“and thus can be known about in the familiar language
of earthly experience. Jesus did not live a parallel
existence alongside of the world, instead he plunged
into our world to transform it by His mission.”
Thus,
in Jesus, we can know that the unutterably mysterious
God, “whose explosive power hurls galaxies into
space is the same God whose tender love enfolds the disinherited,
the dispossessed, the ‘throw-aways’ of the
earth.” No parable expresses this radical, even
disconcerting, truth more clearly and unequivocally than
the parable of the Good Shepherd.
When
we speak about spirituality or a spiritual path, we
are talking about the moment when we gain an insight
into the nature of reality and then begin to love that
reality. Over a lifetime, it is, as Annie Dillard tells
us, “the
heart’s hard turning, the heart’s slow learning” how
to love and who to love.
While
we are not “wired” to grasp who God is, what
we are hard-wired for is openness to mystery. We are created
with a gnawing “incompleteness, an unfinishedness,
an emptiness” at the core of the self. We are radically
open to mystery and are driven there by our thirst for
something more, something beyond our “ego encapsulated”
selves. St. Augustine says, “we seek one Mystery,
God, with another mystery, ourselves.”
The
parables of Jesus give us an opening on the mystery of
God by shattering our hardened perceptions of reality
and flipping them upside down. The parables give elbowroom
to God whose compassion is always a surprise, always an
imaginative shock.
The
parable of the Good Shepherd cuts quite quickly to
the ‘spiritual marrow.’ It is only five sentences
long. The theme of this parable of the lost sheep, like
the lost coin and the lost treasure, is about “homecoming,”
about overcoming our lostness. It is about finding and
being found, about finding God and being found by God.
It is the spiritually stunning news that God, through
Jesus has caused our “homecoming.” This parable
is about our reconciliation with holy mystery, with the
sacred.
When
we begin to accept this “homecoming” there
are two dimensions to our liberation, to our “heart’s
hard turning” personal conversion and social transformation.
A turning toward God as a rudder in life and a turning
towards others in compassionate service. A deep relationship
with God always extroverts us for service to others.
Jesus
draws us into “the heart’s slow learning”
who to love and how to love when he asks: “What
do you think? Suppose a man has a hundred sheep. If one
of them strays, does he not leave the other ninety-nine
on the hillside and go in search of the one that strayed?”
Here he reverses our expectations. Using the ‘tawdry
materialism’ of our day we might draw the opposite
conclusion. Why leave the 99? This parable shocks us by
cutting through “our perennial inclination to draw
lines, invoke boundaries, establish hierarchies, maintain
discrimination.” The gospel breaks down all barriers.
“Conversion of hearts is the great equalizer.”
To
leave the 99 in favor of the “one” is to understand
our universal kinship with all human beings. It is to
understand that our salvation and liberation are intertwined
in a profound way with the salvation and liberation of
the “stray ones,” the poor, the ostracized,
those left in the bleak margins of society. When we hear
in this parable the preferential delight that the Shepherd-God
takes in this one lost sheep, we come to know the mysterious,
boundary-shattering truth that the poor, the marginalized,
those left behind without hope are the Beloved of God.
Jesus tells us this quite plainly, “It is not the
will of your Abba-God that one of these little ones should
be lost.”
When
we listen deeply to this parable of the lost sheep
we are swept up into a decision about the depths of
life’s
meaning and our own patterns of living.
This
parable is an invitation to participate in God’s
project for humanity which we call the reign of God. The
reign of God is that space in our hearts and on the earth
where conversion has taken place - where the “heart’s
hard turning, the heart’s slow learning” how
to love and who to love has unleashed the most potent
energy in the universe - God’s love loose
upon the earth.
— Sr.
Helene Hayes, apostolic sister
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